on behalf of every man

so I'm herenot a wranglernotgetting any from the bossand if dontI I might quit but why is he attracted togross girlswith acne??? And why won't my friends text me back? And why am I here? Not being with horses 24/7? Notliving with mydogs death? My life? My future is ok cause I think I must giveupon that thinking.. Its an endless circle. When you're a hs obsessed Yale bound goody virgin that'd what you should be. I never will be. I'm just a failed fucked used damaged shy loser whose co counselors acne apparently attracts the onlyhott - very hott guy at camp....I might be better athome I really might.but my tooth chipped bottom left front. And I can't say if itsfrom lack of milk or the substance but likely the latter and cigarettes. It sucks. I need veneers.I need toget out. Of the galaxy. So hard. Lifeis a mess. I don't know how I do it. Jjjjjjjjjjjjjj it'd be better if I didn't know I was leaving ca in 3 months. It makes me robotic. When I'm already unstable and overtly exhausted. You can'timagine being a counselor here. Its abig messy shit.and being hated.for reasons unknown..... But that's ALWAYS me. So happy dia. I need a ny roommate.and..... A DOG and HOrSES and my boss and is fucking GOAT!!!!!!!! If we don't get it I'mjust gona kill SOMEbody. A child. They're easy. But too loud.