On a sad note...

Why is this $500 from 1,250? and small? i want this dress so badly for summer i can't even.. like i can't even...


Now comes a real-life dilemma.
(you pretend the fur for fall can be fake, because you aren't going to purchase it anyway so by DEMANDING it be fake fur in order for you to purchase it is perfectly fine and decent.)

i've seen a lot of big, chunky, knit lately and never decided i could/should wear it, but did contemplate the whole thing a little bit. (i don't usually want some style of item unless i've had a HOLY SHIT moment about it)


When this walked up the mj lane, i immediately wanted it, just it, on me.. just it and me! this grl who's a rare great-dresser in my class yesterday walked in w/a beige chunk sweater bigger than her on, and i immed flashed back. i even told her so which meanz bizniz. all fackin day today i've been looking for something that can fill into my void and help me out of this wantin feelin..
here's a great hq of it http://img59.imageshack.us/i/9673000710.jpg

many pieces in the collec followed suit and here they are in GLORYYY (imagine them in faux which IZ possible to be made, frenz)


it's the way he used fur to show off the pieces that was so, so good this season. something i don't ever really see. and proenza followed suit by doing so on wednesday..i hate when designers do this because i can't help but admire their cutting and pasting of it i just don't fucking get why customers don't demand fake fur..


ooooh my fack.. i can't possibly look at this (right pic) and not imagine myself in just this in a flat world that goes on for miles and miles of greenish-sage grass(es). in an instant of perfection in an unreal life that does exist when me and the dress do.


dyyyyyyiiing for this^




ah my god need to see the dress underneath (right pic)



and here's the other pieces from the collection that went bajacobzez in goodness (ignore any fur in these i H8 it)








if i had to justify my liking it, i would say i don't wear leather or eat animals or much dairy, so just liking this is about as bad as if i were like "omgz i want those suede balenciaga boots but they're too expensive," mkay?

this week so many weight articles have come out regarding fashion.

huge (NPI= no pun intended).
such a big deal and so appropriate as the Harris Center for Education and Advocacy in Eating Disorders at Massachusetts General Hospital is hosting a panel on it w/ natalia vodianova, anna wintour and michael kors in march.. so Great. i wish this talk was going on at this volume when i was an adolescent getting into fashion.
see the articles on girls losing out when they get curves (mentioning karlie, doutzen); crystal renn's whole thing; ali stephens on not getting in shows cause she doesn't fit; post's article on gemma; all very recent.



yesterday watched a wang. was not a huge fan and this show was so good i think i'd like fashion if i hated it and then saw this. omg the velvet is perfect, etc etc..
i liked it to the point that i didn't even get angry when agyness came out, or mind her hair..


nata opened and closed









i am usually not a black fan either. good god this collection has me stuck, i wondering why i was never that enthused about wang before???? ill go back and look.. dang this stuff is holding me tight..

























when those 3 came down i was like giiiirrllirlirlirl!



fake and good-looking!

not a good pic, but when i watched her walk, i thought, this girl can do it, she's got it. Joan Smalls


the perfect wang woman?

stole and shu pei qin and nipples showing through your coat





Where were Dree and iekeliene?? nobody's gona tell me dree is over. no. nobody.








altuzarra

i'm skipping the black, it's all black. but this coat is what i like to see.


i tried to cover ny shows, nothing else grabbed me.. ahhh

yes, today is fucking valentine's day...i should just be seeing that movie right now. last night i had the best dream, it involved a guy who cared about me, and was really into me, and treated me so well because he wanted me and genuinely wanted to see me being happy because of him...he was someone who doesn't exist in real life, and the pronunciation of his name doesn't make sense in awakeness ..maybe i'll be with him in my dreams again?
i asked the world whether it gives us dreams so we can experience what makes us happy but we don't get to in real life

the best part about making "fuck me" eyes at someone in manhattan is, instead of looking away after the introductory discussion, looking back at them to see them still making "fuck me" eyes at you. especially if they are a nate archibald doppelganger.