and my plans

i planned to get jeans for camp
boots for camp
clothes i can get dirty

holy shit the new target line
organic clothes by rogan gregory
holy shit how do new yorkers live without target??
the line came out sunday
so it shouldn't be too picked over!
but i wish i'd gotten there sooner.

my riding boots may have leather and my jc shoes are COMING IN THE MAIL SOON cause the backorder time is over!!!! so these $98649.74 worth of rogan clothes i buy will help counter the shit i do buy buying leather :(

they better have a lot of these at camp









cause buckskins are my favourite colour horses. omgod i havent even been around a horse in 4 years!!!!!!!!!!! wtffffffffff only 10 days this is insane! just being there i will fucking flip out into happy-world

the bronx zoo people finally emailed me. i faxed them my apps.
the internship is 4 weekdays from 9-2:30.
dude.
plus overnight and weekend hours possibly.
and from sept til june.
so i can't take russian, archaeology, basically anything normal or of interest.

BUT REALLY.
this internship is so much of my life. if i take 3 classes around it and later get more wildlife stuff....this is what i need to become a zookeeper/wildlife conservist. it's very important and necessary. it would be an honour to get such a job.
my lifestyle will definitely warp.
but in a GREAT way. i'm sure.

i don't know what i want for my birthday. probably american apparel, anthropologie or free people gift certificates. i need shoes in life so i guess.. well that doesn't help much. i'm going to dinner with parents and disneyland with friends. cool people better come and stupid people better not act stupid. i bet it will just be me sam and larry though.

i bought atonement sweeney todd and hairspray. my favourite actors johnny jared jake and james are all j's. zac efron is a z. and clive owen. and shia. and kevin spacey of course, whom i know.

holy fuckin shit http://community.livejournal.com/ontd_fashinfags/829265.html?view=18598481#t18598481

MY 2 LIFE CALLINGS
i'm actually debating the cons of working for fashion companies this fall and after. like would i be doing a disservice to wildlife/making it less likely that i conserve wildlife in the future as a lifestyle[career]? i'm still really passionate about prisons too but