your winter

my check came in the mail today and it's $100 short
i can't avoid him and i'm not calling him for at least a week

it put me in a depression immediately
i started flipping out and my mom
is an insensitive bitch

i just wanted to get drunk

apparently i didn't give myself that option


i'm fighting myself not to be depressed

if my roommate gets a job at that restaurant i'm going to kill myself